The John Tosti UFO/Abduction Story
Part 4
John Tosti Story - Regression With Dr. Woodman Medical Amnesia Hypnotherapist
John initially did not think that he could be regressed.
He was prepared to tell Dr Woodman that he was sorry that he had come
all this way and it did not work because he was a poor subject. However
this was not the case and he turned out to be an excellent subject.
It was not as he expected for it was rather easy that he thought.
John was talking one minute to the Doctor and in another moment found
himself on the beach feeling the sun, the breeze and the smell of
the ocean. It was like he was there and then suddenly he was crouching
down behind the tree staring at a bright light.
Sessions:
John initially did not think that he could be regressed. He was prepared
to tell Dr Woodman that he was sorry that he had come all this way
and it did not work because he was a poor subject. However this was
not the case and he was in for a surprise. It was not as he expected
as all. John was talking and found himself on the beach, not talking
to Dr. Woodman but feeling the sun, the breeze and the smell of the
ocean. It was like he was there and then suddenly he was behind the
tree.
Dr Woodman: "You tell me that you are aware of something coming
towards you and your friend was the first to go down to the ground
and hide himself behind this tree and then you followed suite?"
John Tosti: Yes
Dr. W. "Tell me then what you saw when this happened."
JT: "I see a… I see a big red glowing ball. It’s
down in the gully. It is not the moon - I thought it was the moon
but it is not the moon. Jim is asking me; he wants me to get down
on my knees. Jim is on one knee. The red light goes out. I see…
that they have lights on their heads like coal miners. I am worried
about Jim getting shot. I’m thinking that they are hunters and
they are walking straight towards us. I am on my knees now and I am
behind the tree. Jim and me are both behind the tree. I look around
the tree and I can see them, they are walking straight towards us.
"
Dr. W " What was your feeling at that time, were you scared?"
JT "Yeah, I was thinking that it was hunters and I did not want
to get shot. I have got to be still and not make any noise "
Dr W. " How far away are you as you watched them?"
JT " Probably about 100 feet – maybe 50 feet away, they
were walking right towards us and making a lot of noise. I could hear
them walking towards us. The rustling sound of their footsteps was
getting louder. I am telling Jim not to move because I don’t
want Jim to get shot. I am thinking that if they are hunters and we
just lay still they won’t hear us so they won’t try to
shoot us." "For some reason, I am looking around the tree
again and I can see them, they are right here, they are right on the
other side of the tree where we are at. I got my gun and I took it
off safety and I am trying to put myself in between me and Jim because
I don’t want nothing to happen to Jim. (The memories recounted
are traumatic to John and the fear in his voice is apparent. His voice
now sounds audibly distressed on the regression tape)
Dr W. "You’re safe, very, very safe…very safe, you
are in Clinton Iowa, this happened a long time ago. Take a deep breath
in ….and out . tell me what happens next."
JT: " We are standing there and all I can see are the lights.
They are on their heads and shining on my face. I am raising my gun
up. I am telling them to get the hell out of here. I don’t want
them to be here. This is my land and I don’t .. I will tell
them to leave for trespassing. They are still standing there. And
Uh ..OH it’s strange… they look like… I can see
one of them and it looks like a fireman."
Dr. W "Why do you say that, can you describe what you see please?
"
JT: "Yeah, he has got, uh, a hat on. It looks like a fireman’s
hat.
Dr, W, " With a light on? "
JT: "With a light on. He has got a …. it looks like a long
jacket on.. It looks like a fireman."
Dr. W " Is he a big guy like you? "
JT: "Yeah, he is big, I think he is bigger than I am. I am trying
to figure out what is going on. And the other one behind him is trying
to get over to Jim. He looks like a fireman too."
Dr. W: " So you tell them to leave, from your property and he
does not leave, so then what is the next thing that happens? "
JT: "He is just standing there. He has a funny looking smile
on his face. "
Dr. W " OK, what is the next thing that happens, very, very,
safe…take a deep breathe and let it out and when I touch your
hand you are going to be twice as deep and twice as safe. What happens
next?"
JT: "I can hear Jim and Jim is behind me and he is telling them
too to go away. Jim is raising up his gun and Jim says that he is
going to shoot. And they are not listening to us. They are just standing
there. They are not moving.
Dr. W:" So what happens next? Move forward in time. Safe, very,
very safe, it happened a long time ago and you really want to know
what happened. Allow your thoughts to come out. "
JT: "I am just seeing black. I can’t see."
Dr. W " Move forward in time, what is the next thing that you
can see? "
JT: "I see a…. it looks like I can see Jim and Jim is screaming.
He was screaming at the….at the… telling him to let him
go. Don’t touch me. Jim was getting really mad. I think Jim
thinks that he is going to try to shoot us. I don’t know. Jim
is mad and that guy was trying to grab him or something. I am trying
to pay attention to the guy who is right in front of me and I can
hear Jim and he is telling him to let him go and…
I am getting cold. I am feeling cold.
Dr. W " That’s fine just relax. You are in Clinton Iowa
and very, very safe. What is the next thing you know, are you cold?"
JT: "I am cold"
Dr. W " That’s fine just relax. You are in Clinton Iowa
and very, very safe. What is the next thing you know, are you cold?"
JT: "I am cold"
Dr. W "Where are you?"
JT: " I am still beside the tree and by this fireman. He is trying
to grab a hold of my gun and I am telling him. Don’t touch my
gun. He grabs my gun and he is trying to take my gun away from me.
Dr. W " Does he succeed in trying to do that? "
JT:" No, I am trying to fight with him. I don’t want to
shoot. He is trying to take my gun but I am freezing. I don’t
know… it was like… he got my gun.
Uh, he is trying to grab me. And I am trying to fight him. I can’t
fight he is too strong, I can’t get away from him. He is trying
to take me. He is trying to drag me. He has got me by my jacket. "
Dr. W " What does he do now that he has you by the jacket?"
JT: " He has got me"
Dr. W " Is he dragging you along the ground? OK which direction?"
JT: "Down into the gully. I am scared. I can’t find Jim
Dr. W "OK lets let Jim fend for himself for now, very safe,
"
JT: " He is throwing me down into the gully and I can’t
get away from him. I am trying to kick him but he does not feel it.
He is taking me down into the ball. I can see the ball. It is a shiny
ball. There is a hole on the side it and he is trying to shove me
into it and I don’t want to go. It is cold. "
Dr. W: " You were very scared weren’t you at the time,
but you are quite safe now. Something that happened a long time ago,
relax, sleep, sleep, sleep and what is the next thing that happens
to you, are you in the hole or did you stay outside of it or?"
JT: "He shoved me into the hole. I’m in this thing and
I can see somebody and it is not a fireman. "
Dr. W:" What do you see? "
JT: " It’s a boy"
Dr. W " A boy?"
JT: " A small boy. He looks like he is about, a little boy, about
four years old, maybe five? And he is asking me something. He is asking
me what I am doing.
Dr. W "How is the boy dressed?"
JT: "He has got a shirt, a red shirt on and a pair tight slacks.
And I am asking him, Where am I? He says that I am in his room and
I am asking him: What is this place?"
Dr. W "Does he seem friendly?"
JT: " Certainly, but I am scared, I don’t know where I
am at. "
Dr. W "You survived it, it happened a long time ago. And you
always will survive. OK, deeply, deeply relax. Take a deep breath.
Very good, you are twice as relaxed as you were before. Now what is
the next thing that happened to you, does he show you around or continue
talking or what happens next?"
JT: "He is;… uh, standing there and just looking at me
and I am trying to find out where I am at and I am asking him and
he does not really say… He says that I am in his room. I ask
him if he has seen another person in here. I am looking for my friend
and he says that my friend is still outside. So then I ask him how
do I get back outside and he said that I can’t go outside and
that I have to stay in there. "
Dr. W "Sooner or later you do get back outside again for you
are sitting here right now inside my office"
JT: "He is telling me to lay down"
Dr. W " On what? "
JT: " On the floor"
Dr. W "On the floor? Do you do that?"
JT: " I don’t lay down, I sit down against the wall. And
he tells me to wait here while I was sitting up against the wall."
Dr. W "What does the seat feel like, can you describe it?
JT: " A rock."
Dr. W " A rock, it is hard then. Is it rough or smooth?"
JT: " Rough. He (the young boy) is walking to the door. He opens
the door, leaves, and then shuts the door. And I am by myself and
I don’t know what is going on.
Dr. W Y" You are safe, relax, you are a very strong guy and
you will survive, you did survive and you know that. Very good, very,
very relaxed."
JT: "I see the doorknob move and somebody is coming in. The little
boy is standing there and he is telling me to come in."
Dr. W: "Do you follow him?"
JT: "Yeah, and he takes me to a room and it has a bench on the
wall and there is another person in there."
Dr. W "Do you recognize who it is?"
JT: "No "
Dr. W: " Is it a small guy or a big guy or?"
JT: "It’s a big guy and he looks like a hunter. He is looking
at me and he has got a strange look on his face and I don’t
think he knows where he is at either."
Dr. W "Do you sit down or what?"
JT: "No, I am standing and the little boy is holding my hand
and he walks me over to the bench where this guy is and he tells me
to sit down. He is telling me something (the hunter). He is telling
me that he does not know what is going on. He is trying to get out
and he can’t figure out how to get out. He said that he has
looked around to find a way to get out and he can’t get out!
I am worried about Jim."
Dr. W "Relax, Jim was alive too"
JT: "He tells me uh, that uh, he was hunting and somebody shoved
him in a hole in the ground. I am asking him who? And he said that
he did not know. (At this point in the regression restraints were
applied to John for protection as he was becoming agitated)
Dr. W " Just relax. If you want to relax then just go to your
nice warm Florida beach –you can do that. Just relax, you are
safe. OK. And if you want to go to bed you can go to bed. All right,
do you understand? Do you want to talk about it? Now what happens
next, do you sit down? Does the little boy continue to hold you hand
or what? "
JT: "No he is walking towards the door and now he is going into
the other room"
Dr. W " Is he still wearing his red shirt?"
JT: "Red shirt. He shuts the door and this guy is telling me
something about how he is afraid that he can’t get out of here
and he wants to go home and he is asking me where this place is."
Dr. W "Like the blind leading the blind isn’t it?"
JT: "I don’t know where I am at. "
Dr. W" So jump forward in time John what is the next thing that
happens?"
JT: "He is getting up and he is trying to find a way to get out.
He is going to go to the door where the little boy is at in the other
room. The little boy is standing right there and he swings the door
open. The little boy won’t let him go into the other room. He
is trying to tell the little boy something. He is trying to ask the
little boy how to get out of here. The little boy is pushing him.
The little boy is trying to shut the door. He (the hunter) is mad
and he is kicking on the shut door.
Dr. W "So that little boy manages to shut the door?
JT: "The door is shut"
Continued....